why did the narrator resolve to forget the address no.46,Marconi street?plz tell me.

the narrator intended to forget the address because according to her the objects that were linked in her memory with the familiar life of former times instantly loose their value when severed from them.Moreover they were all arannged in a strange surrounding in an awkward and distasteful manner. she also came up with an excuse that she lived in a small rented room wherein the shreds of black out paper still hung along the windows and no more than a hand full of cutlery fitted in the narrow table drawer