explain 11-21 line in the poem aathmathran briefly in english!

in these lines the poet is saying to the almighty that  ----    '' I need the courage to conquer sadness.If I am unable to get a companion     make me able enough  to carry on alone If I suffer loss,    because of deceit,give me the resilience to protect my mind.I am not praying to save me I want help so that I do not give up.do not console me by lightening my burden,but inspire me to carry the burden gracefully.In days of happiness  humbly I will recognize you In my nights of sadness when the world deceives me''